Sunbeams
Waking up next to you,
Sunbeams from my window,
Illuminating your face,
Illuminating my faith.
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Waking up next to you,
Sunbeams from my window,
Illuminating your face,
Illuminating my faith.
Say you’ll stay beside me.
the way no one else has.
Say you’ll hold me,
When the night seems never ending.
For once I felt free,
Like a butterfly,
Instead of chained to my life,
Like a dog who never gets to go inside.
I’ll never forget the way you smiled,
When you kissed me.
Like a wave of happiness just crashed into your body.
I wanna be that wave every day,
Crashing into you.
I want to curl up on the couch with you,
And watch all your favorite movies,
Because I love the way you love them.
I want our memories to be the most beautiful things you’ve ever watched.
I want to write symphonies,
With your heart beat,
And the way that you breath.
Because that sound,
Is more beautiful than strings.
I want to weather the storm,
That is swirling in you mind,
Because I can see the lightening in your eyes,
And I can feel the thunder in every heart beat.
I miss you.
Or maybe,
I miss the thought of you.
The thought of us,
And what we could have been.
Kiss me again,
Warm up my frostbitten lips,
Send heat waves through my body,
Until there’s a flood between my thighs.
Because right now,
I’m shattered,
My soul crushed into a million pieces,
One for each lie you ever told me.